Chestnut63's Journal, 01 Apr 22

Love you no matter what..............We don’t have to make sense all the time.. that’s what make us so interesting. 

I’ve missed u chestnut hope ur ok it’s been all a bit much for many of us here on FS me being one of them but nothing lasts forever glad u posted something ♥️♥️ 

hi Chestnut you needn't worry we all seem to be in a sad boat at the moment but together we can pull ourselves out of this mess. I think although it's spring 🤔 we are suffering the cold dull weather again it doesn't help. Those with children enjoy your precious moments with them while they are off school. life is short, time is precious. Children enjoy your family and love and support they give you. Merry Mel 🤩  

Wait wait dont worry… dreams are not reality, they are just jumbles, they are your brain mixing and matching ridiculous stuff. I don’t know if you take medication, but one of mine really messes with my dreams. Random, violent, stupid, silly dreams. Only think of today. Dont look ahead. Dont think outside your street. Enjoy today. Enjoy your lovely cat. Live in this moment. 

At least u can say ur struggling and that's a massive step, seek help to get u back into a good place. Good luck everyone is here for u xx 

How are you Chestnut? I keep searching for your posts, but I never get to the bottom of the list - it goes on forever! I don’t know how many I don’t see…. I hope Spring is cheering you.  

Where are you Chestnut? Come back to FS!! ❤️ 

Well said try try come back my chestnut ur missed ♥️♥️ 

Try try and Nadia you are nice people with beautiful souls I have missed but at the moment I am struggling to sort my mothers estate , the Solicitors are very slow in sorting out Probate and every time I phone them it increases the fees I have instructed estate her property but any sale can't be finalised until Probate is granted and I am left to service the bills 🙃 

Sorry people if I am boring you with my challenges every one of FS have been so kind to me for which I am not worthy 

Oh my chestnut life is an on going struggle but you are so lovely kind warm a real darling we miss you I miss u hope it will be sorted out soon 😊❤️❤️❤️ 

Nadia you are a beautiful soul and I treasure your comments ❤❤❤ 

I do not know you but I have read your commitment and in my opinion you are worthy to be cared for and appreciated. I hope your mother's estate get sorted out soon 🥰 

Eliza I thank you for your kind comments, but when I take a long look at myself I am just a self centered selfish pig and accept their are lots of kind people out there. 

Hey, I know you don't believe me now and from my own experiences I'm guessing you will probably make any excuse but I hope there will come a day where you know you deserve to be loved and appreciated. I would like to keep telling you this until a day comes when you do believe In it yourself. Take care x 🥰❤❤ 

There you are🌰🐴🌳...I trust all's well with you😊❣🤙🏽 

oh my friend... if only you knew how much of a goddamn mood you are. physical health is important but mental health is moreso. take time you need, especially if your dreams are getting to that point! you need a rest ok? I'm rooting for you friend!