northernmusician's Journal, 02 Apr 16

I'm unsatisfied. I think it's necessary for forward motion. 'Goal' should change: Desire should not change. It reminds me of that saying "Eternal vigilance is the price of liberty". I have a love hate relationship with my body. I love it: It hates me. I want it lean. I want it healthy. I want it to be better every day until there is no way of getting it healthier. At that point I want to hold it back. Keep it as strong as possible until I have to give it up and I'm on my way. I will fight, and that fight must take place every day. I will not surrender it to something as simple as random acts of gastronomic catastrophe. I will be mindful of what I eat, even when it's wrong.

Rain-O ~ The snow is going. Bring the rain.

86.8 kg Lost so far: 3.9 kg.    Still to go: 0 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

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2036 kcal

Fat: 111.85g | Prot: 80.10g | Carbs: 191.67g.   Breakfast: British Columbia spartan apple, Cheddar Cheese, Sugared or Glazed Doughnuts, LeanFit Whey Protein Shake - Vanilla, Espresso Coffee, Unsalted Butter Stick. Dinner: Loblaws roasted mushroom and garlic pizza. Snacks/Other: British Columbia spartan apple, Hershey's Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips, Great Value Raisins, Almonds. more...