Snowwhite100's Journal, 14 Oct 22

I am heartbroken. A few of you know our daughter has stage 4 breast cancer that has spread to her bones. She has been on oral chemo for almost 6 years and although chemo is difficult, makes her sick in uncomfortable ways and she has some pain, most of them worked for a year or two then they would change them. The one before the present one didn't seem to work. Now they find her cancer has spread to her liver. Devastating. They tried to up her chemo and she got even sicker. She is down to 106 and can't eat much at all. Unfortunately, she did something to her neck and she wound up in Emergency for hours and hours with an excruciating neck and headache that is still coming on twice a day. She is in a world of hurt and says her husband is taking it worse than she is. She doesn't live in my state but says her husband is being wonderful. His birthday is tomorrow but I didn't get his card and gift mailed, shame on me. I'm off to the Post Office. It's taken me 11 days to return to this weight again. Knowing me it probably will be back up tomorrow. My body doesn't want to go down unless I starve which I'm not willing to do. Our hearts are muscles and I have so little muscle left.

54.8 kg Lost so far: 0 kg.    Still to go: 1.5 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.