Nadia Awni's Journal, 26 May 22

What happened? 🙂 

Hiya ….. just some folk think it’s their job in life to make our lives difficult challenging and won’t stop until the see us press the self self-destruct button But the difference now is that I’ve changed Just counting the days till I start phase 2 of self love self improvement….. instead of going into the shell as one did in the past ….keep me in your thoughts  

Stay strong Nadia. You've come so far, you know you're able to get through the bad times and turn things around. Good luck. 

All the best Nadia. Life can throw things unexpectedly every now and then but I know that you are strong and resilient and will deal with it.  

You touched my heart Sean7 bearwood & Anne thank you for all the support & kindness will try to deal with one thing at a time one person at a time it’s not easy but will find away forward…. Praying for a miracle….. xxxx 

Ann I don’t know how to be get criticised or mistreated for no reason just because I am being myself moving forward trying to build a life & the fact that am happier in a better place no longer the unhappy….  

Just keep doing what you are doing. Look after yourself. 🙂 

Sending u lots of love a mummy hugs xxxx 

Love u Heather Anne Legand ur my family Heather need the mummy hugs xxx 

Keep your head up ! 

Best of luck with everything 💪 

Thanks Griff 😊💕💕💕 you are always so kind xx 

Leave the room if you need to! You do not have to put up with garbage! Remember the grey rock advice from Anne. And remember my teenage coping method - pretending you are on TV, its all being filmed!! 

I'm not sure if I am going to be able to explain it properly but I have learnt that although they are reacting to you, in reality it has nothing to do with you and everything to do with them and how they see their world. For example 'They might throw things at you (metaphorically), but it's not your job to tidy up. It is in fact their mess.' They are choosing to act that way, your not making them. 💕 I hope this helps, I tend to need to repeat this a few times when things start. 

hope ur ok Nadia? thinking of u xx 

My lovely Addison am not doing very well …. Your kindness concern really makes a difference…. It’s a rough patch … but with a lot a prayer & meditation will lick my wounds ….and move forward…. It’s not easy to be ignored pushed aside overshadowed & picked at all the time hopefully will move forward soon & not look back even if it’s letting go of family… 

Nadia, please take good care of yourself and try to ignore the one's who put u down, u a special lady, ur always kind to everyone. Ignore the haters, it's they themselves they really dislike when they're pulling u down. Not u xxx 

Hi nadia, how's things?? You were so happy ud come through such a lot where is ur god to guide u through u talked of him a lot at one bit and he gave u courage and strength. Find that strength again love to u xx 

Keep strong beautiful lady❤ 

My darling chestnut ❤️❤️😊