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He didnt contact me. As was expected. Now I'm just on wait and watch.
I didnt exercise at all. No gym today, but I went out on a shopping spree and bought a lot of stuff that was on my shopping list alhamdulillah! The suit for the bridegroom for starters! Alhamdulillah!
I went to festival city with my dad after a long time. Saw all the yummy food that I love, and didnt eat anything. Anything. Seriously.
I was making excuses all the way in my head about breaking my diet on the 7th day. Like an idiot. I committed to be on a diet till new years eve. But I dont know if I'll be able to do that. I seriously, seriously love food.
Actually, the portion sizes I eat in a normal day are grossly abnormal. I eat the amount a person would not even eat in one meal. I need to eat way more. Way more. But I feel so guilty that I cant. I feel like I wont lose weight at all. The sooner I get some eye shut the sooner I'll get over the whole obsessive thoughts related to dieting, and related to the guy I am engaged to, that treats me like, well shit. Anyhow.
View Diet Calendar, 26 December 2013:
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165 kcal
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Fat: 1.85g | Prot: 31.05g | Carbs: 4.82g.
Lunch: Tomatoes, Skinless Chicken Breast. Dinner: Skinless Chicken Breast, Tomatoes. more...
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1815 kcal
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Exercise:
Shopping - 5 hours, Sleeping - 7 hours, Resting - 12 hours. more...
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