Chestnut63's Journal, 29 Dec 19

I only have one but it is a bit too big to life in my own. 

Yes Pakistan born in England so I’m British Muslim. Not school sweetheart! He is 20 years older than me... but my first and only love.❤️  

But you have all the love of the people on FS because you are such a nice person.? 

Awe you guys are so sweet. my other half say I’m a flirt but I just like people...  

Chestnut do you have kids? 

He just jealous understandably but you are so nice you get on so well with everyone on FS, some just frankly annoy me! 

I did from a very early relationship, but I never got to see her. 

Awe really!!! I think some may not get your personalities so there might be a clash but from what I’ve seen people love you on this site. You are really supportive  

You are too sweet not an old cynic like me. 

Awe that's sad, I hope you don't beat yourself up over it?  

Put it this way it stopped me from ever having children again.  

I don't think your cynic! Your bubbly and sweet with a whole load of sense of humor 💞💕 

No life has taught me to be bitter! 

Plus these days children are very expensive. I have one daughter who is a delight but very expensive. My fault I spoiled her. But wouldn't want anymore. 💕  

At least you seen your daughter.  

But your not bitter your hurt and you have every right to be hurt... Life sometimes is not fair!  

I think that early experience made go into the business I went into? 

It must be hard not seeing her. is there no way of getting in touch with her? Or even finding her, Facebook is always good for finding people you may have known or lost contact with.  

What business did you go into?  

I was only 17 at the time at college, the mother was 15, somehow I don't think so.