I haven’t been on here pretty much at all, sometimes not even registering my food.
I am still following my diet pretty well, I’m conscious of what I’m consuming at least. With the warmer weather, it’s been a lot harder to get my move and Exercise goal completed, probably also has something to do with my body wanting me to work harder too (ugh).
My partner and I started softball last night. It felt great knowing I wasn’t the one holding the team back. There were at least 2-3 other people I outplayed... running the bases is hard when you haven’t really ran in at least 8 years! It feels so awkward and like everything is just flopping around (seriously hate that). It was a lot of fun though and I’m really looking forward to doing it through the whole summer.
I’m still at a stall though... bouncing around from 294-296, its definitely disheartening at times being at a stall. Especially when everyone around me is always commenting on my weight loss... ugh I just don’t want to disappoint.
There have been a lot of reasons for starting this, but my main one is because of my dad... he needs a new kidney and he’s running out of time. He’s always said he wouldn’t take one of ours (mine or my brothers) but that might change if I’m able to get tested and we are a match... to get tested though I have to have a BMI less than 30 🤦🏻♀️ Right now I’m at a 42, so I’ve got a ways to go. I gave myself a years deadline, because in all honesty my dad probably only has a year left. Up until last week I hadn’t told him I was doing this for him. I only told him last week because his depression has been really bad lately and he’s just literally skin and bones from not eating and he was losing hope.
So this is my update... I’m going to keep pushing forward this week... and hopefully I’ll be able to report a loss on Wednesday this week.
