Nadia Awni's Journal, 15 Aug 22

Keep going you will get there sometime progress is slow but if you keep going things will get easier God bless 

acer I am really trying my hardest to stay positive so difficult when ur surrounded by others who jump at the first opportunity to crush you mock you it’s very hard to stop the tears from flowing or keeping your cool I just don’t fit in have zero support no friends besides one she lives abroad it isn’t easy but people like you on FS make the journey less lonely so thank you xx 

Sorry to hear you're still surrounded by negativity 😭It must be horrible, I hope you can focus on a bright future away from them, take care 💗💗💗 

It's hard....very hard as folk don't often grasp that you can feel lonely in a crowded room....and we can all feel isolated at times. Keep talking and keep going with your association with FS and we'll done for your achievements.......sending over plenty of hugzzz 🤗x 

oh Nadia you're doing amazing so don't knock yourself, you will get there. One thing for sure your setting a good example by talking on here, and your such an excellent example for your family. Big hugs and don't give up x 

Look you are already on the yellow stretch. Just walk today instead of running, even that will take you to your finish line. Congratulations (your friend from the red line 😉) 

oh Nadia 😮‍💨 how I wish for ur sake u could get out of there, all they do is bring u down. I will be thinking of u sweetheart xx 

I thank you from the bottom of my heart somehow you have become closer to my heart than others I’ve met face to face known for a life time ….. you are the shelter I run to when it’s pouring grief negativity or cruel comments….left right or center…. Maybe because of my forgiving timed nature they took advantage of me in every sense of the word unfortunately I was born into such surroundings feels like am from another planet …. I don’t like them & said it to their face mom knows it …. Am trying to plan another exit root the first one flopped am heart broken but am sure God will show me the way because he sees my soul intentions and sees my heart…. I know a door will open  

So glad Nadia you stay well and positive you said you know God, I wouldn’t be able to live my life I lf it hadn’t been for Jesus he’s everything to me  

acer ….. I found Jesus too but my faith is a mixture of all religions God has pulled me out of the darkness many times …. I talk to him always xxx thank you for your support xx 

I pray you fully find Jesus as your saviour he loves you so much he died for the whole worlds sins Jesus said no one gets to heaven except through me He is the only way to heaven His love is so beautiful and freeing He’s blessed me immensely, I pray he does the same for you Be blessed x