Snowwhite100's Journal, 09 Sep 21

Last week I only made it 4 days without sweets, then going out to eat after a doctor's appointment I relented and fell off the sweets wagon. But after 3 days of sweets, I again crawled back on my plan, plus this time giving up wine for the time being also. I am on day 4 today and have lost over a pound, plus this is at a very stressful time. My husband had the endoscope procedure yesterday into his stomach to see if his tumor is part of the melanoma cancer that has spread to his lymph. UCLA did the procedure in the hospital instead of their special office set-up because of his heart failure, and it took longer than I expected, but seems to have gone well. I must admit I expect melanoma since it is such aggressive cancer. He says he will "take a pill" if things get serious or he is uncomfortable. I'm not going to get it for him. I can understand people that are in a lot of pain, but he doesn't sound like he would wait for any pain or even disability. He just doesn't want to bother with much. He has no relationship with the Lord so that resource is not available and he has no friends. He sounds like he would bail out early because he does not want to be bothered with much. Helping me has never been high on his priority list. I have no idea when we will get the results since the gastroenterologist did not speak to me after the procedure. I've never even met him, a different one did the initial consultation, and because I haven't had the vaccine they didn't let me go upstairs. Time to get ready for another appointment today for his pesky ear infection. This will be #7 in visits for it, twice in emergency. It went from bacterial to fungus.
55.4 kg Lost so far: 0 kg.    Still to go: 2.1 kg.    Diet followed: Reasonably Well.
Losing 0.4 kg a Week

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So sorry for your troubles Snowwhite. Holding you in my heart. 💜 
09 Sep 21 by member: shirfleur 1
Wishing you courage! 
09 Sep 21 by member: erikahollister
Great job getting back to your plan 
09 Sep 21 by member: TheLovelyMrsG
Hi Ms. Snow, thinking of you with love💞 and praying for you🙏🏽.  
09 Sep 21 by member: Daughter of the_King
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 
09 Sep 21 by member: lettygaylor
Prayers going up for your husband! 
09 Sep 21 by member: CebuCowboy
Be strong and fight the sugar cravings OR be gentle on yourself during this period of stress and use it to cope if really needed. Only YOU know what will work best for you at this time. You can always change your approach if what you are currently doing does not seem to be working in a positive and productive manner. Take Care! Prayers for you and your hubby!  
09 Sep 21 by member: BrendaWNC
Sending love and prayers 💗 
10 Sep 21 by member: Alycat87
Praying for y’all. I hope your husband gets a great relationship with with Jesus. Love and support💗 
10 Sep 21 by member: mayagiri
Blessings Snowwhite!💕 
10 Sep 21 by member: Shrewdness

     
 

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