jaime30024's Journal, 20 Apr 19

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Despite my husband having FMS (I fall it Full Moon Syndrome) and being a complete Ass Hat yesterday I didn’t cave. I definitely missed my Mama extra much because she’s the one I’d call and vent to. Then her words of wisdom and calm would settle me. However, two days in a row of coming home pissy from work and then taking it out on me (even before getting home) I had it with him. So I told him it doesn’t reflect as caring when you start chastising and yelling at someone like they are a child. They didn’t go over well. I was pissed because he fucking ruined what had been a good day off of work for me and the rest of the day and afternoon. Of course, today he’s still behaving like a spoiled brat. This is another first holiday without my Mama and honestly I don’t have the patience for his childishness. Praying for patience for myself today. Celebrating my drop and my closer approach to Onederland. Be kind to yourselves and those around you.

90.8 kg Lost so far: 21.7 kg. Still to go: 5.1 kg. Diet followed: Reasonably Well.

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1778 kcal

Fat: 114.75g | Prot: 90.25g | Carbs: 102.75g. Breakfast: Vitacup Vitacup Green Tea matcha moringa. Lunch: Calavo Avocado, Fresh Express Baby Spinach (Family Size), Daily's Deep Applewood Smoked Thick Sliced Bacon, Kroger Eggs (Large). Dinner: Fresh Express Baby Spinach (Family Size), Golden Corral Carrot Cake, Golden Corral Brownie, Golden Corral Ranch Dressing, Golden Corral Banana Pudding, Golden Corral Brussels Sprouts , Golden Corral Bourbon Street Chicken, Golden Corral BBQ Pork. more...

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I hate it when they are asshats...but very proud of you for not turning to food. So sorry for the loss of your Mother. My deepest condolences.

20 Apr 19 by member: shiny50

Victory for you Jaimie!!!! Stress can be difficult. Hope the day will be good

20 Apr 19 by member: liv001

Thanks ladies! I’m happy to say that the Husband got over his petulance and it was a good day. We went to Golden Corral for dinner and I had a piece of carrot cake. He said it was going to be a “chest” day since his doctor said he could. He had cornbread and rice and rolls and dessert. Well his blood sugar tonight was 277; he said it wasn’t worth it. We took mine for comparison (keeping in mind T2D is rampant in my family) and it was 81. Huge difference. Happy Easter.

21 Apr 19 by member: jaime30024

Over time maybe your husband will appreciate all the things he can eat more. I think some veteran low carbers get there. Yes I can eat potato anytime I want but I really like all the other veggies I can eat so much more at this point. We learn from our cheat days. Glad you guys had a nice day. Happy Easter Jaime.

21 Apr 19 by member: liv001

Omg men and their moods! I always wondered why Cutty could be SO polite and calm with strangers and then act like a total jerk with me. Somewhere in that screwed up dynamic I realized it was because of his insecurities and need to be liked by everyone he felt he could trust me and show his frustrated side to me (even when that meant showing his butt) that he hid from others. That didn't make it right but it helped me thru some of his tougher times. I'm glad your husband came around and you salvaged your evening. I'm proud of you for sticking up for and taking care of yourself.

21 Apr 19 by member: FullaBella


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