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well my stupid IT box shows a slight up in the pounds this morning, to 159.4 which I'm not recording but still will list it here in the journal entry. I'm upset about the up/down/all around stuff that is happening. But I will keep on keeping on. I go to my weight loss appt this morning. Had to work late yesterday so rescheduled to this morning. I'll see what their scale shows. It is normally higher than mine but I will weigh myself on mine first and then see what theirs shows. I'm just so ready for all this weight to be down once and for all and STAY DOWN! But again, at least my clothes fit better & I feel good for the most part :-) I've had an emotional issue lately with a friend that wants to be more than a friend. I almost allowed it to get out of control but I stood up for myself (finally) and was honest with him & me (finally) and I think we have an understanding and will remain friends. I just can't go 'there' anymore. I tend to get 'lost' in relationships in the past and I just can't do that. I have to be true to ME and take care of ME. Hopefully I will remain strong and listen to ME instead of others who seem to think they know what is best and try to say it would be good for me, BUT I don't want it! Oh well, I am the one that has to live with ME and I happen to like ME :-) Take care to ALL in FS LAND & hope ALL is well.
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