Merry.Mel's Journal, 21 Apr 24

I have been looking back at my old site, and the saddest thing is seeing Jim so in love with me celebrating 2023, and before it's finished, God decided to take him away from me. It doesn't seem possible to be in the lonely boat now. I still can't get my head around it. 😫 it's still so raw. Someone told me a woman found love again after losing her husband only 6 months. I think it's far too soon. But we are all different. I'm still too much in love with Jim. No one else would be good enough for me. if I am not unkind, I'm just realistic . I intend to live a happy life because Jim would want me to be. But I truly know I will never be in love again. yes, there are some people who would say never say never. But there is no messing about with me, I mean it. Anyway, how are you all. Today, I have done 21,292 steps also been to the gym. I truly hope your all OK, love and very best wishes always. Merry Mel ❤️

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Good job on the steps. I agree about having a good life. What happens in the future no one knows.  
21 Apr 24 by member: -MorticiaAddams
Sending you love hugs my lovely Mel I know it’s very difficult but life is like that for some I feel u 💔❤️💔 
21 Apr 24 by member: Nadia Awni
As John Lennon sang "Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans". All we can really do is live in the moment and love our people fiercely (which it sounds like you have and still do). Hugs from the colonies ((Mel)) 
21 Apr 24 by member: Annisworkingonit
Hi Ladies, thanks for your wise words. And all the same back. I feel a bit low this morning as I thought Jim was still with me, but I was wrong. The loneliness is still very painful and raw 💔. I know it time it heals, but I also know it will take a long time. Off to work shortly then a swim. Always busy. I hope your day's going well. Love as always, Merry Mel ❤️  
22 Apr 24 by member: Merry.Mel
Great steps Mel , wish I had some answers for you .Just heal first day by day . Don’t think too far ahead just a day at a time to get through the massive loss of your lovely Jim . Thinking of you x 
25 Apr 24 by member: Caiosha

     
 

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