p$m's Journal, 23 Oct 23

Mmmm... I just started typing Happy Friday! I wish it were Friday, but it is Monday which is actually good because I need the week to plan the weekend! I feel as though there is so much going on in my head. I seem to have this thought on repeat which is really fogging my brain. I lead a pleasant 2.7mile easy hike yesterday with my hiking group which was great. Afterwards, I went out to eat with friends. I only really wanted coffee and wasn’t hungry, but yet felt bad because everyone was eating except me. So I started picking on some french fries knowing I was full and should stop but didn’t. It’s starting to feel like I'm eating just to fit in. This isn’t new. In some instances, I feel like all eyes are on me when I don’t eat, other times, I feel guilt or pushed to eating. I don’t know when other people's opinion of what or if I eat became an issue. But it is and I'm realizing happens more often than not.
Is there such a thing as an eating therapist? I need to understand why I'm like this. I'm hoping it'll help me stop doing it.

View Diet Calendar, 23 October 2023:
1245 kcal Fat: 68.99g | Prot: 31.35g | Carbs: 121.87g.   Breakfast: Great Value Frozen Mixed Berries, Orange Juice. Lunch: Coffee with Cream. Dinner: Drake's Funny Bones, Member's Mark Dinosaur Chicken Nuggets, Jimmy's Ranch Vegetable Dip, Broccoli, Red Sweet Pepper. Snacks/Other: Kroger Walnut Halves & Pieces, Costco Edamame, Kirkland Signature Roasted Seasoned Seaweed, Meijer Brazil Nuts. more...
1721 kcal Exercise: Stretching (yoga) - 27 minutes, Bike Machine (Cycling) - 27 minutes, Apple Health - 23 hours and 6 minutes. more...

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I feel your pain. You want to continue to socialize with the group, but you don't want to feel like the odd man out by abstaining from food. Until you find the comfort in only ordering the coffee you wanted, maybe only participate in the hike with them. Or just be up front with them that you're on a diet, and would any of them be up for just hitting a coffee bar? 
23 Oct 23 by member: JustBananas
Thanks justbanana for understanding my pain.  
24 Oct 23 by member: p$m

     
 

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