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Dear K.... I'm sorry you felt you need to leave. I decided not to leave a message to you on my Journal but since you left, there is no other way to contact you. As I said, I care about you. I want all the Lord's best for you. So here is what I wanted to private message you.
Thank you for saying that you are sorry if your message of February 12 came across wrong. I took it so hard because I was already down emotionally. Your two comments to my journal after our daughter died, plus your first Private Message were so kind, I really appreciated your support when I was hurting. I'm sorry they have now disappeared.
In your last message of April 2, you said: “ ... everyone has demons we fight every day but the only way to overcome them is to never give up…no matter how hard.” I agree with you. Funny thing is, these are “your” words and they are correct. But the words in the message of February 12 that were "cut and paste" from someplace else, were exactly the opposite saying “You can't win.” I disagree with the person that wrote the article that you took from. Yes, some of it was true but it is too, too discouraging to listen to someone say that you can not win. You disagree with them too. Look at “your” words, they are so much better: “Never give up.” Good for you. There is hope. Hope for you and hope for me. You have kindness in your heart that I saw in your other messages, so I even told myself it sounded like the message of February 12 was written by someone else. And that was absolutely right. You are better than the person that wrote that article.
I'm sorry you sometimes have a bad day or go through difficulties. It is entirely normal to be tempted to turn to food or drink for solace. Me too. When it is the hardest for me is when my husband raises his voice and is negative, which is almost every day. It takes a lot of discipline for anyone to say no to themselves. Our past does affect us a lot. Most of us have some kind of difficulties in our lives, and I think things in the world are going to get worse. You did say at the end of the message to trust in the Lord. Is that what you do? Please don't stop communicating with me. Since you say to trust in the Lord, and “God bless,” maybe you can encourage me with your relationship with Him. What is your walk with the Lord like?
Yours truly, J
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