Erika ….. your comment and thoughts on my current situation really lifts my spirit ….. I started my journey on FS to fit into the wedding Dress who would have thought their would be no wedding ! Had prayed for an answer the honest truth is was an escape root an easier way out instead of standing my ground setting boundaries and resolving or facing my fear I’ve now learned to never allow your circumstances define who u are …. So am trying to find joy in little things in life …. Maybe one day will be able to take the plunge for the right reasons with the right person … For now am very happy with my male best friend who is by my side holding my hand making sure that each step I make is on solid ground am so blessed ♥️♥️♥️