Snowwhite100's Journal, 21 Jan 19

I will provide every good thing you need to do My will. (Hebrews 13:20-21)
What I need is the ability to forgive and not get upset. Last night was trash night so I snuck several of my things out of the recycling trash can at 2:00 am this morning: a pillow made out of blue jeans that I particularly liked, 3 big containers of white rice to give to others, my huband's Christmas present from my sister that she took a lot of time explaining to me how I should use it too (wouldn't she be indignant) that I will give to the pastor and his wife. I put these things in the trunk of the car hoping to take them down to church before he sees them and gets furious. I left other things that I had no intention of getting rid of. He also told me the wood chest of silverplate cutlery in the garage has to go so I will retrieve that today. I have been going through so many of my things and giving or throwing a few away, I was hoping I would get "credit" that would suffice. Silly of me, huh? Well, another week down. "Lord, I don't even know how to forgive this, but I'm willing".
Fasted 18 hours.

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808 kcal

Fat: 53.05g | Prot: 53.04g | Carbs: 32.83g.   Breakfast: Coffee. Lunch: Trader Joe's Pico De Gallo Salsa, Egg, Kirkland Signature Organic Coconut Oil, Trader Joe's Organic Baby Spinach, Farmer John Smoked Ham. Dinner: Trader Joe's Chunky Blue Cheese Dressing & Dip, Trader Joe's English Cucumber, Calavo Avocado, Cherry Tomatoes, Organic Girl Butter Lettuce, Trader Joe's Cauliflower Florets, Meatballs with Breading and Gravy. more...

1328 kcal

Exercise: Sleeping - 6 hours, Rebounder - 15 minutes, Resting - 17 hours and 45 minutes. more...