thatsoontobeskinnybitch's Journal, 15 Jan 17

My entry for Friday:

So! I changed my goal weight. Here's why:

It was getting to be a bit depressing, trying to lose over a hundred pounds, and barely seeing any substantial changes. While my ultimate goal weight is still 160 (or a muscular 170), seeing the drops a bit clearer on my weight tracker feels a lot better. Once I reach 250, I'll readjust my goal weight on the tracker, but until then, this is where I'm at.

I got to the gym this morning, yay! Unfortunately, I wasn't feeling very motivated. Still, I put in my time on the elliptical, and did some work with the weight machines-- I'm working my way back up! Focusing on slow, steady muscle gain, slowly increasing the weight/resistance on the machines I've been using. Back when I kick-boxed, I was able to leg press over 350 lbs, and I want to be there again. I also want to build up my arms, so I've been doing lots of kettle bell snaps and lifts.

In the interest of cardio, I tried doing some jumping jacks-- OUCH! The sports bra I was wearing did practically nothing ;-; tmi, I know, but....owwwwww. Does anyone know of any super-bras? Or other tips? I really want to get back into calisthenics and aerobics, but not when it's a painful experience.

Anyways... I went to the dining hall for breakfast today, kept my calories fairly low by choosing baked apples instead of a muffin, only getting around a half cup of eggs, and a smoothie. As for the rest of my calories, you can take a look at my food entry for today.

On to the rest of the day! I’m going to spend some time with WB, bake him a pie, and watch some movies.

Love to all of you,

That Soon To Be Skinny Bitch

Sunday Entry:

Today was tough….not so much foodwise, as emotionally. Nine years ago, my beloved father passed away after losing his battle to pancreatic cancer. I miss him every day, but today was especially tough. WB and I went out to a local Indian restaurant in his honor-- it’s a tradition of my family. Despite growing up in Halifax, England, my father had a deep appreciation for spicy food, especially Punjabi Indian food! Perhaps I over indulged a bit (saag paneer is a favorite), but I did turn down gulab jamun (sweet dough balls fried in rosewater) and resisted going back to the buffet. Besides, I skipped out on dinner and had eggplant for breakfast, so not the worst day all things considered.

I am currently in the process of packing up my life to move to French House, and as someone who has never moved before, it’s a bit intimidating! Still, got some books and cassette tapes packed away (yes, I still listen to cassettes! lol), then went to the gym with a friend. Put in plenty of time there! Well, more cardio than usual. I tried out the recumbent bike for the first time in years, found it was the perfect machine to use while also scrolling through texts. Useful information! Especially considering I biked for around 10km (according to the bike, which uses metric apparently?).

Now, I’m relaxing in bed, doing my reading for class tomorrow, and scrolling through FS. I really want to get on the LCHF train, so right now I’m doing my research. Tomorrow, if I have the time, I’m going to try and make some coconut flour and psyllium husk flat breads. They look fairly yummy, but I’m not convinced yet!

Well, that’s all I’m going to write for now, as not much more is happening atm. Best of luck to all of you, and please, if you haven’t already, send me a buddy request! I love seeing how everyone is doing, and learning new diet tips.

May your stomachs shrink and your diets become easy,

That Soon To Be Skinny Bitch

View Diet Calendar, 15 January 2017:
1479 kcal Fat: 60.59g | Prot: 49.22g | Carbs: 194.17g.   Breakfast: Eggplant with Cheese and Tomato Sauce. Lunch: Fried Batter Dipped Cauliflower, Indian Flatbread Naan, Kawan Food Dhal Paratha, Basmati Rice, Jyoti Saag Paneer. Snacks/Other: Minute Maid Light Lemonade (Can), Pumpkin Cake with Icing. more...
4673 kcal Exercise: Walking (slow) - 3/kph - 2 hours, Bicycling (moderate) - 21/kph - 30 minutes, Weight Training (moderate) - 25 minutes, Elliptical - 35 minutes, Sexual Activity - 30 minutes, Sleeping - 10 hours, Resting - 10 hours. more...

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my goal weight is 160 but changed my goal to 180 for now as i would be thrilled w/ 180. i lost 170 lbs years ago but gained about 80 back over about 10 years. now its time to get back on the soul train. its one day at a time. really hard right now 
15 Jan 17 by member: rubato456
Wow! That 170 is really impressive, I'm sure you can get down to 180 in no time! For right now, I really want to establish a WOE and a WOL that I can maintain long term. Thank you for the support :) 
15 Jan 17 by member: thatsoontobeskinnybitch
I've heard wearing two sports bras at the same time helps 
15 Jan 17 by member: OneMoreNight
i lost all the weight w/ weight watchers. no surgery. i really believe in that program. it is expensive to attend the weekly meetings. once you are a life member the meetings are free as long as you stay at goal weight. i wasn't able to maintain my goal weight of 160 very long. but it is a healthy way of eating. 7 servings of fruit/veggies are recommended. fiber and daily exercise if you can. it is the healthiest program imho. i'm trying to eat in a similar fashion now.best of luck to you! we can do this! one day at a time! baby steps. do one thing better each day then you did the day before. that's what its all about. 
15 Jan 17 by member: rubato456
its very important to focus on what you are eating, don't multitask and read or look at a phone while you eat. savor each bite. chewy carefully and slowly. i've been relaly bad about that and today i really worked on not doing that. it helped. 
15 Jan 17 by member: rubato456
TSTBSB, I hope your move goes well and you find your new location plentiful, and fulfilling. 
15 Jan 17 by member: warrenwinter
There are lots of different bras about and they all got different levels of support. Google will be helpful. I am in UK and got one from M&S with ultimate support. Its tight but nothing jiggles :) 
16 Jan 17 by member: schmetterlinge34
Thank you all for the tips! I'll have to try that @OneMoreNight while I search for better support. @Rubato456 that definitely helps, I've found. For me, the biggest challenge is changing how I look at food: it isn't a reward, it isn't a hobby, it's simply fuel, and I want to be putting the best fuel that I can into my body. Warrenwinter, thank you for your continual support. I really hope that I can quickly grow close to my fellow students in French House once I make the move.  
16 Jan 17 by member: thatsoontobeskinnybitch
Most women wear the wrong type of undergarments for their body type especially bras. I would recommend seeking the advice of a certified Bra Fit Specialist. Good luck in regards to the French House. 
16 Jan 17 by member: Arabella66
I did that too. So we do it in steps; whatever! We'll still get the job done! I'm sorry you lost your father. My grandmother raised me and I miss her everyday. She's been gone 30 years. Don't stress over the move. Change can be good. :-) 
16 Jan 17 by member: Yourpissingmeoff

     
 

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