Nadia Awni's Journal, 24 Jul 22

how long r u supposed to be there for Nadia? xx 

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Anne u don’t understand it’s so unfair beyond words am really suffering that’s why my allergy is out of control imagine you had to watch every move every word & when nothing you say or do is good enough you stay quiet and even that gets questioned 

....my wise mother once said don't let anyone rob your joy...accept whom you are, be who you are and be free...fly!!! take care lovely lady!!! x 

U need to come home Nadia, the sooner the better, they're affecting ur mental health too. U don't deserve to be treated in such a way xx 

Thank you Love island Addison Anne …. Hopefully will go back to Lebanon have my teeth sorted there & head home xx 

Come home and bloom into the beautiful butterfly u are without them, u don't need them to keep u down, if they are unhappy with their lives leave them to it don't let them make u as miserable as them love to u xx 

My lovely Anne Heather I won’t accept such behaviour…. & trying to distance myself as best as I can hopefully sort out my finances and disconnect. It will take some time but for me they have died yesterday was their funeral…. 

Yes indeed Anne but it must be done … 

😊 I am just told them what I think put each one of them in there place xx 

Dear Nadia I hope you're staying strong, sending you lots of love and hoping that things are working out the way you need them to. We are all here to support you❤️💕 

Hello, Nadia, I know how cruel life can be, I know we can't give you a cuddle or support you personally. But be brave fight back. they are only jealous. They Don't like someone who and you are pretty and definitely not stupid. You have a lot going for you. We are all here for you. stay strong. if possible record them and police it if necessary. Bullies are usually bullied. huge hugs and love ❤️ 🤗. Merry Mel. xxxx 

Well done Nads, nice to hear ur sticking up for yourself. Sending lots of love ❤️ xx 

Stay strong Nadia. If others are poisoning you then you're wise to plan your escape and think through how to make a better life for yourself. Good luck. 

Can choose your friends but not your family unfortunately, do what makes you happy, knackers to all those unable to be nice 👍💪👊 

....Howz you today as feelings and events can change daily...hope you are feeling better and things over there have mellowed for you....cant really add anymore as folk on FS have captured how you must be feeling.... we hope you feel better???? Take care xx🤗 

Hi everyone things go a lot worse today unfortunately they are unstable mother is unfair hopeless and that’s how it is have a lot of work ahead exit plan etc this will take a few months but well worth it in the end the truth is they are nothing to me I’ve detached myself from them emotionally We had a loud discussion as always am to blame the problem being my character undermines them sister thinks it’s intentional mother takes sides so there we have it … today I buried them 3 in one grave emotionally they are dead nothing said or done will ever effect me … I would won’t be on my own God is with me but that’s about it ….times will be tough will get hungry & lonely but it’s for my own good they have been a source of Grief pain & bother  

Dear Nadia, I hope your feeling a weight has now been lifted from your shoulders by finally making the decision to let go of this oppressive relationship with your family. Now you need to concentrate on yourself and your future with friends of your choice who appreciate and love you for who you are. God bless you on this journey we are all here to support and listen when you need us.❤️🙏  

Nadia my lovely, don't u have friends or any other family u can stay with in the mealtime? a few months is a long time when ur feeling unhappy and unloved xx 

Addison my dear I have no one here or back home but I have God when one door closed another opens …. Somehow I will be ok … don’t worry They are nothing to me …. I am completely over them if they physically drop dead …. It wouldn’t even affect me … am done so feel like am free of them already I see them as objects that are in my way chair table need to clear everything in my path move forward xx