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ok 'creepy IT' (scale) going down again :-) back where I was a couple days ago (153.4) but thats ok, I'll take it. Now lets keep going down! Been good on my woe & wol but WOW is the cravings eating at me a lot lately! So much so, that they are entering my dreams more vividly than ever before. Well, at least I guess one way to look at it is that I can 'indulge' in my dreams anyway! But wow, what a let down when I wake up! BUT at least there are no regrets :-) Ok, now I feel like a bouncy ball, back and forth instead of a roller coaster; up & down or merry go round, All around and around again, well maybe I feel like all 3 of those through out the day! But at least for right now, for today, for this moment I am true to ME and I will keep on keeping on. Oh by the way the 'ghost' also appeared in my dream last night, EEEEKKKKKK normally when someone I haven't seen or heard from in awhile shows up in a dream, I end of hearing from them in the next few days. OK universe, what are you trying to tell me?
Hope ALL is well in FS-Land & take care to ALL
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