Hi everyone!!! My name is Mie and I live in Melbourne with my Fiance.I have been struggling with weight since my childhood. I was overweight when i was 14~15, i had 174lbs in my life. As a teenager i wanted to go out with friends, wanted to be attractive, wanted to wear nice dress ( even still i cant wear shorts sleeves and short skirts due to my stretch marks and big muscles but I do hope one day i can wear). Those are the consequences of eating too much. I did not blame for my parents especially to my Mom who loves me so much and did not control my obsess of eating. Boys followed to my best friend, wanted to hang out with her,not me. I felt a bit sad and really bad for my overweight body. I started on diet and I became loose weight in six month but my skin like elastic due to lack of exercise. I am not the active type who loves doing exercise. I am a lazy person, I just want to listen music, lay down in bed and read the book. Now I am trying my best to do exercise, and I notice that my body become masculine. I hope I can keep on motivate myself for doing exercise. One little secret in my mind is I do not want to have baby due to scare of baby weight. :(